So many things

The other day I went for ride down to get some groceries. I was feeling sort of depressed witht the rain and all. I didnt feel like going anywhere but my fridge was full of leftovers that were leftover way too long. At the store I walk in and that cold air was very unpleasant because I was already soaking wet. I grab a caddie an walk down the aisle looking for what i need. Then I get that typical weird look that people will give you as you make eye-contact. I hate when people do that. Its like an akward staring contest. When that happens I just smile so they will stop staring. When ackward things like that happen it just makes me want to get out of there as soon as possible. At the checkout the lady seemed like she hated her job and her life. I probably would too if I was her. Se says not one word to me. Not even eye-contact was exchanged between us as I expected. I went home and like watched tv. My cousin called around 1:30. He kept trying to make small talk but I knew that he wasnt good at that and I also knew that if he called it was for a reason. I told him to cut to the chase after around 30 min of small talk. Finally he mentioned that he wanted to drop by to check up on me and how I was doing. I had told him that we just got finished talking and that he was just informed of how I was doing and that there was no need of seeing me. I wasnt trying to be mean but it was true. I told him he could come anyway because i would like to see his face. I less than a hour he dropped by and we watched some tv like couch potatoes. We drank a bit and then he left around 10:00. This was my highlight of the day.